A colored Woman!

Not all women have a ghetto story to tell, but every woman has link to where her sorrow entails. For a colored woman it takes a lot to have a good day. Internationalism is a factor of truth in the African-American society. Victims of ones self, that a helping hand becomes a burden. The mundane culture of inequality, so women are physically unequal to men we do not object,but our faith can move mountains. so what in strength is there to justify power. I belong to me and not to you, unless i willingly give you a piece.

living sometimes feels like an illusion. The things we watch happen are beyond us. sixty percent of women live with men who physically abuse them. we watch what we live and feel dead than alive. philosophers says if we think, then we are living! i stopped thinking for a minute  but the pain didn't stop with me. Immunity of feelings should define our existence not breathing. A lack of rudimentary explanation makes one ponder to question ''is it necessary?''

The truth of the matter is not only forgiveness but accepting tomorrow. to learn to live with ones self even when you are the only one that knows the truth of what happened. allow me to call a spade a spade and ill tell you that women are the most difficult to understand when it comes to gender. what we need is given to us too little and too late that we take it but with no interest at all. culture, politics, religion and all these things tend to understand a woman's worth in different perspectives that are highly appreciated though most of them sugar coat what exactly is meant in real sense. Its like feeling homesick for a place that doesn't even exist.

       

Addicted to staying alive?

Most of the time when i think about myself, I ask myself why I did somethings or still do somethings. It finally dawned to me, everyone has their ups and downs. Everyone has a different way of dealing with both of those. Addictions, drama, you name it, but why? you know!? so i came to a conclusion that when we feel low we want some sought of rush, some kind of feeling that reels your nerves from head to toe. this is just so to feel alive again. To feel lost in an emotion and avoid the reality that is bitter or sometimes too good to be true!